It's a religious experience, almost, a spiritual performance that only you and that other guy can have in that moment but the moves and the music echo through time and memory. and it's like I'm feeling his heartbeat but this time it's not just outside my body but it's in me too. Sometimes I can feel his cock pulsing too. And then when he finally releases all that cum in my ass, how he collapses into me and he groans with ecstasy, and he has to hold me close in his arms, and he wants to get deeper in me and I want it too, then it finally happens and you know that even when he pulls his cock out, he's still going to be in you.
But it's fucking amazing to see him as the cum and the excitement build up in his cock and his arms and body, the way that it makes him shake and thrust more passionately, the way that it makes his eyes roll back in his head and his voice quiver. I don't feel the actual cum painting the insides of my guts.